Brian came over for lunch today and the leftovers that were not finished off by the two of them went home with them. Will be nice to have non-holiday foods again. Right now a big, juicy hamburger from Sonic sounds delicious. I think Brian really came over to see his big brother once more before Scott left to go back to Texas. It was great to have them both here for a while. They both left about one this afternoon and as I came back inside I had the strongest urge to just sit down and have a good cry. But instead I took off for the library in Ruston to be around people. That library is almost my second home.
I live alone and it does not bother me at all but when Scott is home for a while and then leaves to go to his home I have such a lonely feeling. I have been like that all my life. I remember as a kid when relatives would come to visit, when they left I had an empty feeling. I think that being an only child did not help either. I am sure that if there had been brothers and sisters I would not have felt that way.
Still do not have the pictures of the Christmas lights ready to post. I think I have too many and working on them gets boring so I stop. Maybe tomorrow I will get them finished.
Scott, my dear, sweet, firstborn finished my web site yesterday and then today he combined my two blogs into one. I thought I wanted two separate ones but decided that I would prefer to have just one. There are a couple of days when I posted to both on the same day and I thought about combining them into one but then decided that I would just leave as is. Not all that important anyway so why bother. I also decided to leave the Christmas heading on my blog for I like it better than any of the others that are available. Besides we should be giving all year long and not just at Christmas.